a little note from me...

It has been 5months i have not uploaded any post yet, since my final semester started. Not because im lazy or have no idea on what to write it just that i used to keep everthing inside my heart, ady become one of my habit so just ignore it k.

My uni life finally ended 2 weeks ago which means i don't need live at the jungle uni anymore but somehow i felt something "missing" where i dont even know how to describe it. Since the 1st day i stepped into uum i never like this place and i hate to come here even for the "last" time back to uni for my final exam, im really afraid to go bk i don't know why sigh... there are ups and down throught the 3years here especially in term of relationship/friendship with the peoples there..i did not invest too much feeling on them, i don't know why but i just can't. I've tried very hard to make one of them as my best/close friend ever but... huh... it seems hard. But neway i really enjoy being with them especially my roommate Shirley and never forget my ex-roommate Candy!

I've been close with candy since the 1st semester till the third semester. She is the most interesting friend i ever have, she is really "amazing" and because of her my 1st three sem in uni was great! We did alot of silly things until i cant even believe myself will did that "gila things" as well hehe... But this enjoyable moment only last for 1 1/2 years cuz she need to extend 1year for some reason. Candy, When u came back beginning of this year, u must thought that everyone has changed but i'll like u to know this: u and me, our friendship will never change no matter what. Although peoples said u didnt care about ur roommate's need, disturbing their sleep and just do watever u wanted to without thinking much and whatever crap but i still like to be your friend cuz i know when being with you i need not to worry much, whether u'll back stab me from behind, or betray me thats the feeling u gave me.

Without candy's presence i become "kuai lui" d started to catch up for my study and the relation between me and another 2 roommates getting closer, we even played "chor dai D" during exam period but the life there still bored, really bored... Beginning of sem 4 i started to get close with my coursemates and often hang out with them. But i realize there are lots of conflict in there which make me feel uneasy so i started to keep a distance from them and i wouldn't look up for them other than "work." I hate "gossiping" especially when they did not see with their own eyes and experience it.If not satisfied just say it out. Well, maybe this is human nature and is people's mouth all these beyond my control... however i still enjoying spending my time with them =)

For the final year "sem 5 & 6" dunno when and how i started to get close with 1 of my junior (roommate, shirley). Basically we can talk and crap about almost everything... and i wont hesitate to tell her everything which i dont used to tell anyone and our "bond" getting tighter in sem 6. We "yum cha" very often in the room and used 2 small "mickey mouse" glass that i gave her as birthday present to drink tea... im glad u like that gift (another 2 roommate no eyes c ^ ^). From that moment i realize that both of us have the same "ideal guy" we fall for the same type of guy lol... i'll miss u alot girl and will never forget the moment we had together...take care!

Elaine (another roommate,junior) i used to close with in sem4 but till the end of sem 6 i feel that our distant is getting far and far but really thanks for the farewell dinner and thank for sending me and ting to the bus station that day...i thought u have forgotten us never care about us anymore since "HE" appear in ur life. What a coincidence the four of us (room 443) sat for the last paper on the same day, same time and same place but different paper, me and ting sat for "sejarah pemikiran ekonomi" while elaine and shirley sat for "shipping" paper... say out also no one will believe... and the worst thing is during exam suddenly no electricity for like 5-10 mins lol...

While for ting my new roommate who came in sem5 which also my coursemate and hometownmate, im really wanna apologise to u and candy as well for one thing which happened beginning of this year. I know im really sucks in handling that matter, i wont explain and give any excuses for myself because is all my fault. For ting, not to say i dont miss u la it just that ur staying in kl so it wont be a problem for us to meet up anytime we want..(,")

Now im waiting for my practical which starting on 1st of june. Actually im quite worried because this is my 1st time working in the office where everything is "formal." I hope i wll be able to survive there lolz...